LOL omg Minna! Did you guys see?

I can't believe Zhoumi has hate fans? What did he do wrong? xD;; Poor guy!
I love Zhoumi! <3 He reminds me of Eunhyuk! HE even acts like Eunhyuk!
Why does no one sees past my point! They must be blind!

One day! I swear! One day they'll regret hating on Zhoumi!

Zhoumi Hwaiting!

LOL now you guys are gonna ask me if I like Henry?
My answer to you is Yes. I like Henry. He is effing cute.
He reminds me of Donghae.. >___>;; xD;
You saw him!! he jumped like happiness after they performed on stage! <33 So Kawaii..

And I saw ZhouRy moments... I love those 2. To me, it's like Young EunHae all over again.
Why won't people see this? xD;; OMG I must convert people haha.

Anyways... I don't think I have anything else to say.. D:
LOL but I'm definitely making that ZhouRy moment cut! MUAHHAH <33

Note:
Zhoumi is older than Fishy Oppa?!
lol omg no way xD;; and lols Henry is younger than me by 3 weeks.
haha! LIBRA HWAITING XD;;; *shot*

I'm sad T____T and heart broken!
I got into an argument! Why is my life so gloomy? Yet I tell myself I'm happy go lucky *sighs*
Well, it's okay... If that's what it means being a human, well. I might as well live with it...

Don't you just hate it when you can't talk back? I do...

Like this inner self is wanting to explode...
But you keep it in, because... I don't know... Because it's hard to explain to that person you love and cherish?
Why does that person makes it so hard to explain... All these question!! So Demanding!
I'm too happy go lucky to answer them all in I'm shot! I'm not a serious person!

Why do people treat me like one! T___T

I feel like no one likes me. Like I'm being blocked... Okay, I admit... I'm insecure right now...
Really... I am... god! why am I so sensitive?! T___T

So sensitive that I get jealous just by getting comments from people telling me they know how I feel!

I hate sympathizers! They don't understand! I don't believe in empathizers either! What are the chances you will meet someone who knows how you feel?! 1%!!

I hate it... they always drag me in.. and then they drag the people around me in... and the people around me gets mad! But why is it that I feel that everyone hates me? I didn't do anything wrong so why?

Sheesh look at the time! it's 4:20 am in the morning T____T!!!

I wish I can end my life in a sec! But the other stupid part of me tells me that if I die, people will get mad at me for dieing! How in the world can I make everyone happy! I'm not a happy machine!

So gloomy... So gloomy... it's snowing again... and.. it's suppose to be almost summer...

P.S

Fishy heard my prayers? lols... Well the other night I was complaining how only hyukkie and leeteuk comes to my dreams only... They visit me to most compare to other suju members! Kibum comes often too! But he only come and gives me bad dreams.. LOL like I hate him the more I dream about him! haha! Bummie! You know I hate you! And I hope I come to your dreams and taunt you too! <3

But today Fishy came to my dreams<3 He came for my highschool graduation! <3 lol although I already graduated from highschool.. haha... Thank You Fishy! Thank You for coming to my graduation in my dream!

YAY! I finally customized mine! <33>.>; xD
Well, it's almost 2 in themorning... like in 2 minutes... I'm off now...

lol to bed? tsk tsk tsk. No silly... Off to practice singing <3>
eunhae hwaiting!


P.S ZhouRy [zhoumi/henry] to me is like the younger version of Eunhae <33

D: it's snowing again?!! Why?! T_____T
I was looking so much for the spring and summer weather to come in!
Oh well....
I hope this bad weather go away soon!

Dang! I still haven't given myself a customized page yet... Haha! I'm a sore loser...
Ahh well. Anywhos... OMG! I updated! I'm so not into these blog thingies...
Maybe I should only update excited things! errg... Suju dreams..

OMG I like have then everyday now... something must be wrong with me T__T
Lols what do you think people will say at SJ*FH? 8D!! I bet nothing T.T

I bet they would just shoo me off, and tell me I'm lucky... PSSsh W/E

Kays anway... OH! I know... um... I'll... uh... well.. post whenever I have a suju dream! YEAH! <3 okays byes!